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Tuesday, 30 June 2009

  • Deployment is Finally Over!!!

    So last time i was on here, was about more then a year ago, and i am excited to say that i found the guy, after all that drama from my past, i married my one and only on sept. 29th 2008, and honestly it has been hell with deployment which only married 3 days before he left back to iraq, yes we got married during his RNR but that was the best choice i have ever made in my entire life, was it hard people ask? Not realy.....LIES!!! heck yeah it was, and now my hubby comes home in a couple of days, *phew* that was wow saying at lol, for 9 months was a long ass time for me to be here at home, going to school, and now finishing up school, i guess staying busy in the end does pay off, i have seen military friends get divorces, or get married - the miltiary life style isnt as grand as what they say ... well some people imagen it that way, of course i never wanted to get married to a miltary man, but hey never say never right.

    honestly i cant believe i am saying that in 10 days i will be with the love of my life, it was really really hard, depression, pms, and omg bitchyness all over lol, no sex, no going out to places, its hard to love someone and realzie that your not a little girl no more, if you want something and want to keep it, stay commited and faithful, its worth it in the long run, i did go out these last couple of weeks dont get me wrong, but with one of his high school friends, well honestly he's know her since pre school so that really didnt matter, since he knows her, i had a blast, i think it was just this summer excitement that got me all worked up, lol.

    not to mention that in janurary my dog had her 1st litter and they have been keeping me busy, lol seriously having 7 dogs till early june, was one heck of a ride, currently having 5, its still a hassle but i am glad that in 10 days i will go up to see my hubby, fly ....which i am really scared, cause i havent flown since i was 2 and seriously do not remember none of that, he says airports are annoying, but my greatest fear is to get lost in an airport lol........so i get to spend 10 days with him then come back to texas, and get ready for another school course, which right now i am a bit worried cause i am going to miss the 1st week of summer semester 2, i know i should enjoy being with my husband, but like everyone says " YOU WORRY TOO MUCH" yeah no shit, but i have a lot to do between after those ten days till i finish school.



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Sunday, 22 June 2008

  • Why are Men so Clue-less

    We dont want you to jump when we say jump, we want to feel special, important, we want to feel the love from you, but all you she is " a female that has a period a week for a month, that has emotions and doesnt know how to deal with them " excuse me but we need a man who can comfort us, articles even say not to disagree with your gf/wife so you can avoid that HATE if you dont like it leave!!! Be Honest, and get out of the arguements.

    Yeah you might get a slap here and there, but you'll look back and thank me, or hate me i mean i am woman who knows what she wants when she wants it, i dont need excuses lies or a sad little man who thinks he can support me, i want one who knows they can, so what about those guys that love thier band, work, friends, momma, and what you think (to the females) they love more then you makes you feel--- how exactly do you see that, honestly i think you should leave the man and go on with your life and find someone who loves his family but doesnt treat his mother like his everything unless that's the only woman in his life for her, i mean guys some girls hate that, we want to be treated like were the only woman in your lives, but at the same time girls, this mother of there's raised them to be the man you love, and adore, he loves his band his friend or his work more then you, one they can either love the attention, love being single, might be cheating on your just want to figure the lives of what they want so ladies before you fall to hard for them ask them their goals.....

    that will give you something to think about.

    Ok so honestly my man isnt perfect, he maybe not the greatest looking man ever, but who he is makes him the best. When i'm sick he's there with some kinds of cough med. When i'm feeling a little under the weather he's there with the umberlla holding my smile up, when a friend has let me down, i know that he will only be the only best friend i will ever have and dont need another, why is he so perfect to me, because i choose wisely and not like my past relationships.

    1st one--really didnt care if he cheated me he was the Justin Timberlake in my life at the time

    2nd one--my rebund....and you know how that goes

    3rd one-- he just want to get laid...so i threw the towels and let him go

    4th one-- i lost my V with him (didnt love him), thought he was the world to me(after i lost it), then he cheated on me he hit me and then called himself a SAINT, we lasted about 2 years on and off, finally i went back home from him kicking me out of his mom's house, and i had no were to go, my home was 3 hours away, so the best other man of my life....MY DAD came to pick me up

    Adrian (hopefully last)-- after being single on and off with number 4 my last wasnt a number but my husband whom loved me from the day he met me (almost 3 years ago in aug.) became in engaged after i didnt want nothing to do with men, i am happy married.

    *** Moral: dont loose hope choose wisely and dont give up, when you least expect to find that perfect someone, they'll be there waiting without you ever knowing, just open up your heart***

  • What is the appropriate age to let a child have a cell phone?

    when they know they can pay for there phone bill....

    a phone bill isnt that important unless you know the value of how much your spending your dollar on it, a 15 year old kid can run up the dad's bill without care, unless he or she has that bill then the realize that there minutes are PRICELESS

       

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